And 老子 said, if you correct your mind, the rest of your life will fall into place...
I’m so looking forward to holding the little one in my arms. According to my pregnancy application, I have 15 days till my due date. Usually babies will arrive earlier than that but everyone is different! I just hope I get enough sleep before he decides to come out, heh. Whenever my sleep is inadequate I feel like one fucked up zombie neither dead or alive. And I wanna be able to have the energy and strength to endure the pain and push when the time comes.
This journey hasn’t been easy but it isn’t that difficult either. Mainly coz I have the privilege of not having to work. I’ve been spending my time cooking / baking new stuff and swimming. Until I’ve become so tanned ha ha. My skin is basically dark brown. The weight gain has been horrendous, I’ve alrd put on 16-17kg during this 38 weeks when I’m supposed to gain 10-12kg during full term. I’m so fucking heavy now when I stand for 30 secs without moving my feet will hurt. Lol. Sigh..
This pregnancy makes me appreciate my parents even more.. I now understand how much they actually “sacrificed” while raising me and all the unconditional love and time that they have given to me. I love my mom and dad. I feel so lucky that to have known such awesome people like them, who have been so supportive and understanding throughout. :)
Goodnight beautiful world.
fused into my bed while listening to this before turning in last night. :)